V you know how you're supposed to keep a journal for school..hahaha yeahhhh well here's my homework. ^^''

July 11th

well anyways, i just finished my spanish version of my journal for class and now it's time for the English version. GO ME! Anyways, as I said in my spanish entry for Tunzi, I am currently stuck in the car somewhere in Nevada but not in Las Vegas. Great...haha. It's SO hot and sunny out here it's not funny. I feel kind of sick of looking at the desert for so freaking long. It's boring and just full of sagebush. I remember in fourth? grade, i had to do a project on Nevada because all the other states were picked and my goodness, I started hating this gigantic waste of space since then. The only positive thing I have to say is that Mark Twain is from here. But then again, I had to read "Tom Sawyer" for a reading assignment which is, duh, not good. It's HOT! You lucky people in San Francisco do not know how good you have it. I might complain about the shitty weather conditions, but atleast I can BREATHE there. Yeah, I'm kind of missing that natural reaction...Should've taken the PLANE. Goodness...oh well only 3-4 days in LV then it's on to LA for me! Disneyland and the NEW Space Mountain, here I come! w00t! I'm getting my Harry Potter book at Downtown Disney because I rock so damn much. Hahah..yeah I suck for being such a fangirl of Harry Potter. Mannn..I wish I was one of the winners that could meet JKR in England on the 16th...alas, I never entered the contest, meaning there is not a chance i could win. Meh. I'm listening to Green Day right now....kind of weird since I'm supposedly thinking in Espanol for class. I wish I had my notes with me. It's impossible to remember all the volcab i learned this year.
I can't believe I'm a JUNIOR already. SHIZZ. That's freaky. I just came to Wash!! NOO!! DONT TAKE ME AWAY!! [...] I still feel like it's the summer of eighth grade -__-'' Dang..I can't believe it's been 3 years since I met the Pres. kids that I chill with now ^^'' HI!! hihihihihi. hahah. Crazy kids these days huh? i wish we can go back to those times haha..Nevada SUCKS. Oh yeah btw, it's planned. After our senior graduation, we are all going to LA to celebrate !! hahah..or actually, me and lainy just mentioned it once..heheh..but really. we should do that. Save your money NOW. [mann...and i wanted to buy a Sabb with all the cash. =[ ] OHH FRANZ FERDINAND! [mp3 playlist on my comp right now. ] Hot Hot HOT here...nothing but crap flying past my window at 90 miles per hour. I wanna watch Hells Kitchen tonight!!! Hopefully the Hotel I'm staying at picks up FOX. I cannot miss an episode. Ramsey is the shiz. :] He is one scary person, very scary...ARGH. Stupid "dancing with the stars" ....I watched the shows to get John to win....meh and then Kelly won...*sniff* not fair..hahah...
why am i talking about reality shows?
ARE WE THERE YET??!? [ahh! i am running out of laptop batttery!! okay SIGNING OUT]



journal two July 14th

this is the song for the unloved
this is the music for one last cry
this is prayer that tommorow will help me leave the past behind
it's the song for the unloved.
-"Song for the Unloved" Backstreet Boys

Huh. My trip to Las Vegas is over already...man that was fast. Right now I am once again, here in my car, trying to wake myself up and get rid of the heat. I'm back in California but seriously, it's still about 111 degrees out here. I'm sick of reading "Their Eyes Were Watching God". Really, the English used in the book got my eyes hurting so much. Should be arriving in LA from LV in a few hours...I hope my computer doesn't run out of batteries one more time before I can go recharge it. This is what sucks about having a laptop...infinite batteries do not exist...and the fact that the bottom of the computer gets hot after a while and it's heavy on my lap. Egad. haha...Listening to Backstreet Boys's new CD right now [mwahah..i found a site that gave out the whole CD on WMA so i DLed it all...] it's okay..i like it better than the other BSB cds...I listened to Simple Plan's "untitled" for a trillion times now...or atleast so much that I know how to sing it backwards, fowards, inside out..mwahah...lol..so anyways my days' highlights:
- the hotel i was staying in was really nice =] and the swimming pool was wonderful ^^'' 13 feet!! [that's a weird feet number..usually it's only 10...]
- I COULD'VE MET DONALD TRUMP!!! ARUGH. All I needed to do was look out of my window and I would've saw DONALD TRUMP. BUT nooo....I just had to go swimming at that exact time...ARUGH. I didn't even know until I saw the news later..-___-'' FUDGE. LITERALLY. Outside my window.. [cuz the Trumpmister was opening a new hotel thingi next door to my Hotel and was giving a speech thingi...ARGUGH] FUDGE
- I visited ALL the hotels on the Strip and my god, they are gorgeous. It doesn't matter that I went to them about 3 years ago, it still amazes me how beautiful it is in the hotels...I am going to live at Ceasar's Palace next time I'm going. OR the Venician. I don't care..or Mandalay Bay..shizz..or the Wynn [which is directly across from my hotel..HAHAH]
-Excalibur made me lose only 10 buck and won me a lion..haha...[actually only blew 5 bucks on midway games...another 5 on DDR] Arugh..there was this DDR wannabe machine and ITS IMPOSSIBlE. I don't csare that it's practically the same, the BUTTONS DO NOT WORK. WTF. haha..My lion is weird though...my brother won a cuter one at Circus Circus...
-Hotels like to play my MP3 playlist...hahah i could sing along with all the songs that were playing in the Luxor, Treasure Island, Mirage...ect.. hahah
-There is a road called ZZYZX...HOW THE HELL DO YOU PRONOUNCE THAT?!?!
-Complain all you want about the gas price in SF..the price is 2.71 average out in the desert. What JIP. haha
-M&M factory and Coca Cola factory were yummy..
W[here]TF AM ??!?!?
[Carl's Jr. in the middle of no where.] *continue to listen to BSB*
ouch..my face hurts from being hit by the wind...yeah the window's down and we're barralling down at 90 miles per hour.

'cuz it's all so dark and mysterious
when the one you want doesn't want you
i gave myself away completely
but you just couldn't see me
i was sleeping in your bed
'cuz someone else was on your mind; in your head
...
you want to talk, give me a call
Siberia, BSB

July 20th 2005 -
date: my birthday; 5:26pm
location: Anaheim, California, hotel room
well..decided not to go to Disneyland today...seeing how I've been there for the last 4 days in a row. I FINALLY gotten bored of that place. haha..yes, it takes me about 13 times to get me uninterested =]. Woops, my bad. I'm going to Disneyland in about 45 minutes...so yeah..I'm alone...in my hotel room, watching HBO and going on my computer while trying to finish my homework. w00t. Well...I still HAVEN'T gotten my harry potter book yet. That plainly sucks. Everywhere I go, there is some guy with the new book and I haven't even had time to go online and check out the info on it...not that I want to..I mean, why ruin the book for myself? [Los Angeles Times did that for me in a book review a few days ago..so neverminnnd...] Anything interesting this time around in Anaheim? Not really..same ol same ole =] Lots of junk food and roller coasters. I love the new Space Mountain and Astro Blasters though. I waited 3 times [trips to DL] to go on those rides..-__-'' Oh yeah. It's also the 50th Anniversary of Disneyland. I was there for the rededication of it. Apparently, so was Arnold "govvennoor of Caawllifourniia." hahah..Yeah...watching him a few feet away from me on Sunday was HILARIOUS. the people around me were howling in laughter =D that was fun. Wish I had time to go buy souviners though ><...lines at that place is ridicious. I've seen a sign that said 300 minutes for Space Mountain!! [5 hours] Crazy..haha..but I waited for only 5 minutes on that ride once..woot. the early bird does catches the proverbial worm. ^^..man...i miss going online...HEY I'M SIXTEEN! hahha..woah. that was RANDOM. Ohhhh guess what? one time on the Tower of Terror over at California Adventure, these 3 guys took off their seat belts at the very top and got caught!! hahahahahahaha..IDIOTS. We [the whole elevator] had to be slowly lowered down...which sucked. but they got "escorted" out of the park and we got another ride [oh man....2 rides in a row was not fun..my head hurted haha] I'm slowly collecting those penny-squishing thing pennies though..i have ALOT now...wasted me alot of money just on those -__-T Watched a bunch of movies these days at the hotels I stayed at..
-Sorority boys [HAHAH...man...things flying though windows that shouldn't be thrown...;] When I visited UCLA i was dissapointed by the frat and sorority houses i saw...they are too calm and nice looking...man..stupid movies ruined the college houses' images for me..hahah]
-Runaway jury [offically on my favorite movies list Dustin Hoffman is *dramatic hand-over-heart manuver* the best. Gene Hackman is just plain freakyyy hahah...but w/e they rock.]
-Day after Tommorow [meh. i watched it too many times]
-Curse of the [something that starts with a B and ends with an O] - about the BoSox's curse [yah know the world series and how they can never win it? ]
-You Got Served [oh god..this movie has such bad writing it's kind of painful to listen..thank god for the great dance scenes. -__-'']
OHh..i got a new duffle bag..[i lost mine at the beginning of 9th grade and was too lazy to ever purchase another one...] but it's ADIDAS....ARUGH. I knew I should've bought the NIKE one.only 2 dollars more..but so frigging smaller...so....i opted for the bigger one..bigger is better to me.
...that sounded ..wrong..*pounds bad influencing people out of my head* hahahah..just joking just joking.
is this going into my xanga/blogger/hpforums? man....this is a long ass entry even if it's "educational". Speaking of which..I really need Vedar's homework..it's due by now...but i never got it since I'm still on vacation.
Dustin Hoffman is like the type of old guys that has such a darn adorable face and makes you want to just hug him or squeeze the crap out. [...] i so didn't say that. hahah
petition: John should've won ..[dancing with the stars..]
crap..i'm leaving LA tommorow..and i don't know how i'm feeling about it...i miss you people in frisco so much [especially YOU.*wink wink nudge nudge* joking] but i wanna stay here cuz it's far away from home and this is practically my second home that i can only visit about once a year..the weather's been crazy right now...dumb hurricane emily has her effect on southern cali. I can't wait till i get my house back...the water in socal is kind of not fresh-like..haha..the Disney water is sticky...MAN I NEED INTERNET. I'm talking to myself here. haha...yeah...2 weeks without AIM does this to me..
on another note: good luck to Ming on her summer search trip today =] have funnnn!!! haha...leaving on my bday..tsktsktsk..hahah jk.
off the top of my head: really random but I'm bored out of my mind and I'm watching tv...and typing random crap on this laptop...that is crushing my leg..AHR>< at Disneyland...on all the rides they say "please keep your hand, arm, feet and legs inside the [pirate ship, boat, car ect..] at all times, thank you" in english and in spanish and now i can't get the spanish version out of my head ...arugh....Tunzi would be proud of me. okay back to my original question. What do those girls see in them? WHY in the world would you want to have a guy who you're going to be scared that he's going to be unfaithful or mean or whatever? Oh..it's 'exciting' you say...but what's so fun about having a heart attack if the guy doesn't call you or doesn't talk to you for a while? that's crazy. i would call you an idiot..but i wouldn't.
don't you HATE those people who changes all the sudden for no apparent reason besides the fact that they had? If i had the power, i would make everybody i know that i care about right now to never change..unless it's for the better. That one person that i know, my god; changed so much i feel like i don't even know that person anymore. Few months ago, i would've considered that person to be one of the best people i know..and then WHY THE FUCK did we had to screw it over with ONE SIMPLE THING? I guess it's true..even the smallest, most insignificant thing can change the end results of things...nothing in the world is stable..the tiniest thing like a simple agreement can ruin even what seems like a stable friendship. I wonder how it would be right now if we haven't fucked it over...ever had the feeling that you miss that person so much even though that person is right next to you because you can't ever reach them again...and you can never get back to the place you were before? or maybe it wasn't that great of a friendship to start with..[*right side brain speaking* no shit, sherlock *left side speaking* keep digging Watson. <-- i hate that quote!!! but i couldn't resist it]

you want to talk..give me a call. you never hesitated before...